I'm riddled with anxiety, tears, and pure disappointment when I look at these pictures. You must be saying "WOW what guts, (no pun intended) she has to put before pictures on her blog". Well the truth is, it's kind of liberating to say "GOODBYE" to the old me. I'm tired of feeling worthless and unhealthy. This is my body and my life, and it's time to do this for ME!! This is the heaviest (non-pregnant) weight I have ever been, and I have struggled with my weight my whole life. For decades I have tried numerous over the counter diet pills, shakes, gum, patches, the elastic band around the wrist, countless DVDs, exercise equipment....and I gave up!! I wasn't seeing results because none of this was "magic". I wasn't doing anything right. You have to want this from your soul...get your mind right, and ready for the challenge. I KNOW it's NOT going to be easy...but I NEED this life style change. YES, I said life style change, I want and need to change what I eat, when I eat, and how I eat, as well as getting into a routine of exercise. I want to boost those endorphins to feel and look better and have energy for my family. I say GOODBYE to the person in these photos and look forward to meeting the "New" me.
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